I pulled the albums off the shelf in search
of photos of a calico cat, arrayed in dolls’ clothes
and laid in a stroller, and what was merely
a search for a funny anecdote to share
became an unexpected session of self-gaslighting.
Look at her: that smile is radiant, and is she not
just the most perfect specimen of a small human?
It must all be in your head: you say
you never fit in, you were always different,
but look, she shines with joy. You say
she was teased mercilessly for that body?
But that’s a perfectly normal child. I’m not
accusing you of making these things up, per se,
just maybe you were mistaken.
Bonnie
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Well-written poem. Lots of people express little T trauma, sometimes mild versions of trauma, and/or self-doubt and lack of confidence due to experiences from the past. But then, as we grow up, we realise that it definitely didn’t have to be perfect at all in the first place. There’s no rule to being a perfect versionourselves.
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Yes, you’re welcome ✨
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