musings

  • I am Jane Doe

    A note before you read: This post discusses rape, sexual assault and sexual violence, including their…

  • Kintsugi

    How many times can I use(and reuse) the kintsugi metaphortill it cracks itselfand needs kintsugi?

  • Perseveration

    A recurrent theme: I return time and again to the ideathat I will lose you, andthat…

  • Baby Ballerina’s Hiding Somewhere in the Corner

    She loved her ballet classes.  She found so much joy in her light pink tights, her…

  • Too Much & Not Enough

    Too much. I’ve always been too much, or not enough. Either extreme –  sometimes they even…

  • A Perfect Circle

    “Even when I’m walking straight, I always end up in a perfect circle.” Katie Melua’s song…

  • Letter of Resignation

    Interior Desert Midnight To whom it may concern or: Dear People-With-Whom-I-Have-Any-Form-Of-Relationship I write to tender my…

  • A Wigwam for a Goose’s Bridle

    I’d like to make a note about the name I’ve chosen for my blog. My mum…

  • On the flip side

    You used to have the wrong idea About what made you feel worthy, Beautiful, Strong, Empowered,…

  • Folklore – an indie record that’s much cooler than mine

    Folklore – an indie record that’s much cooler than mine

    While some people baked sourdough, some tried their hand at a Marie Kondo clean, some tried…

  • The Cendovian – a Book Review

    The Cendovian – a Book Review

    This novel follows Professor Richard Nelson in his quest to create immortality via coding and neuroscience…

  • Trigger Warnings

    I’ve been thinking about story content recently. I have two questions/thoughts that are sort of related…

  • Mothering in the time of Coronavirus

    I’ve debated with myself whether or not to write this post. I don’t want to complain.…

  • Here

    Here, in the darkness of my littleness, it is easy to become consumed by the black,…

  • Even now…

    I’m really working on overdrive to keep trusting at the moment. Some days it’s easier to…