I live in absolute certainty of your good opinion,
the safety of your love is a mug of hot chocolate
by a fire, with a book and a blanket.
Peace. I have no doubts
that hurting me would never be intentional,
and honestly, I would not even say you did
hurt me, more that you frustrated me, and I know
you are sorry, and that’s not just a word that’s said when socially appropriate.
It’s a genuine expression of sorrow
that any action or inaction on your part
might cause any less than positive emotions in me.
I accept your apology, and:
thank you.
Thank you for being real, sincerely well-meaning.
Thank you for being so quick to reflect,
so authentic in your apology.
Coffee and crisp morning breeze bring clarity
to thoughts and feelings. I know we would prefer
a friendship in which neither of us ever missteps,
but may I admit to evidence the silver lining:
my healing soul needs to witness that when mistakes happen,
an apology may be heartfelt, earnest,
intended to restore and reconcile rather
than discount, dismiss, disregard.
This is the love I sought: patient, kind,
not envious or boastful or rude,
and this is the love that allows me to give back the same:
my love is not irritable nor resentful.
This friendship rejoices in truth, hopes all things and endures all things,
and one more wound heals over.
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