A Wigwam for a Goose's Bridle

I’m really working on overdrive to keep trusting at the moment.

Some days it’s easier to trust in the small things, because individually they matter less.

Some days it’s easier to trust in the big things, because they are more concrete, and because small things add up to be overwhelming.

It’s easier to trust when things are going well.

The test is, when things are not… can I say, “even now, Lord.”

“Even now, I trust in You.”

Even now, when it’s hard.

Even now, in this darkness.

Even now, in this uncertainty.

Even now, when I’m trying to will what You will, but I’m honestly not sure if I do.

Jesus, I trust in You.